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Depression: Can't tell if I would just feel bad no matter what--I think there was a legitimate, cyclical hormone dip late last week, which is partly why I felt so horrible--and (whichever topic) is the one I have chosen to gnaw on, or if (whichever topic) is making me feel bad, and if that's the case, if a strong attempt to redirect my thoughts would help. I mean, it probably couldn't hurt anyway, but I guess I'm curious as to whether redirecting my thoughts would make the situation better, or if I'd just settle into some new fixation. Because it's a hopeless topic. It's not something I can fix, it's not something I can do anything to improve, and it's doing a number on my self-esteem, which is leaking out all over everything else.

(Sometimes I think that it might be too late for so many of the things I wanted to accomplish, even though I'm only thirty. To late to catch a trend, too late to be a child prodigy, too late for young love. Well, if that's the case--fuck it, I might as well just have fun, right?)

So. If the sun comes out tomorrow, I'm going to go outside on that photo safari I meant to take a few weeks ago. Take some more pictures of flowers and foliage, basically--I can get some camera practice in, now that I've started thinking of photography as a minor hobby. I've just got to stop angsting and get on with living.

Linkspam and housekeeping:

More Secret Life icons from [livejournal.com profile] etod.

Metallica’s Hetfield hospitalized in Sweden.

Phish Returns to Feed Its Hungry Fans; $1.2 million in illegal drugs seized at Phish reunion... by 200 cops... hired by Phish. OH BURN.

Jane's Addiction returns to Lollapalooza...and oh the (Siouxsie) memories from 1991.

The Lede: Portrait of Shakespeare Unveiled, 399 Years Late.

3 Renaissance Rascals Exposed!

‘Swiss gigolo’ jailed for defrauding heiress. Man, I could so use a Swiss gigolo right now.

Salvador Dali's rotary dial cosmetics compact.

Man beats up kangaroo home invader.

Flight of the Conchords Experiment With Hair Product [If You're Into It].

'Bones' star David Boreanaz brought in for PopWatch reader questioning!

Nate Corddry and Molly Parker join Sarah Michelle Gellar's new HBO series.

EXCLUSIVE: ‘Star Wars’ Live-Action TV Series Casting Underway.

Exclusive: Lucy Lawless speaks about her role in 'Angel of Death.'

Everyone's Favorite Firefly Companion Is Now An Evil Alien ['V'].

'Parker Lewis Can't Lose' is coming to DVD! But why stop with that long-lost show?

Oscar Divas: Where Was Jack Nicholson, Javier Bardem, Etc ...?

Images: 'Salt': Angelina Jolie Has a Bloody Knee — Ouch!, Angelina Jolie: Living On The Edge; First Look at Milla Jovovich in 'Perfect Getaway.'

Trailers and clips: Exclusive 'Haunting in Connecticut' TV Spot; Exclusive Clip from 'Bart Got A Room'; Sita Sings the Blues is finally free!; Exclusive Red Band Clip: 'I Love You, Man'; Exclusive 'Role Models' DVD Blooper Reel; Download Now: ‘Raiders of the Lost Ark’ 1978 Lucas and Spielberg Story Conference Transcript.

How Sick of 'Watchmen' Are You?; Before They Were ‘Watchmen’: The Characters That Inspired Nite Owl & Rorschach; How Do You Ruin ‘Watchmen’? Photoshop Contest Offers A Good Place To Start; The Funniest Watchmen-Related Photo of the Day (spoiler).

(Related: Can We Blame Watchmen If ' The Sarah Connor Chronicles' Dies? [Terminator Deathwatch].)

Will Sam Worthington Steal Bale's Batman?

Rumor: Marvel's Fantastic Four Being Rebooted, Too?!

‘X-Men Origins: Wolverine’ Website Spotlights New Mutants, Deadpool Image Hits The ‘Net.

Akerman, Phillippe AND Taylor Kitsch set for 'Bang.'

EXCLUSIVE: ‘Justice League’ Movie Still A Possibility, Says Director… Just Not Anytime Soon.

The Kick-Ass Spock Scene You Won't Be Seeing In Star Trek [Morning Spoilers]; New Star Trek Movie 3 and 3/4 Inch Action Figure Images; New Star Trek Movie 6 Inch Action Figure Images.

Just How Trippy Does James Cameron's 'Avatar' Get?; Cameron Nixes 'Avatar' Trailers?

First Photo of Radcliffe on Deathly Hallows Set.

New Moon production hits Vancouver: "Why Don't You Kids Go Take a Stroll Around the Publicity. I Mean Neighborhood"; Twilight weekend in Vancouver ("Spotted: a twi-hard super loser being interrogated by police at a downtown hotel. She had a backpack full of Twilight merchandise, had been hanging out all day, weird and shifty, so much so that hotel staff called the cops on her ass believing her to be a security threat…"); Kristen out with Taylor and Nikki in downtown Vancouver; Taylor Lautner is a Dirt Bike Devil; Mr. Lutz Talks 'New Moon'; ‘Twilight’ ladies talk Pattinson, Lautner; Deleted Scene: Edward’s Bedroom Surprise (too... many... jokes... ack!); Who's Directing The 'Twilight' Sequel This Week?; Drew Barrymore Confirms 'Eclipse' Rumors (rumors that she's being considered to direct, that is).

You talkin' to me? Film quotes stir passion; 'Apocalypse' writer: Most scripts 'are garbage.' I like that these two headlines were together.

MTV News Chats With ‘Knowing’ Director Alex Proyas Live In NYC Tuesday Night; We Hit The New York City Streets With Dwayne Johnson; We Let Russell Brand Loose In The MTV Offices. Well, MTV's just up to all kinds of shenanigans today.

(Russell Brand may join Depp as a ‘Pirate.’ Ah, that rumor again? At least it's more plausible than the Zac Efron one.)

‘Phillip Morris’ is MIA: Gay-themed Jim Carrey movie delayed by distribution snafu.

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Date: 2009-03-10 01:44 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] http://users.livejournal.com/_stormthesea/
I thought you might be interested in this cocktail (http://theeatenpath.com/2009/03/07/dr-manhattan-the-cocktail/) I saw on TasteSpotting- it's a Dr. Manhattan.

And as for being too late for things: well, fuck that jive. You're thirty, you're still young, and even if you can't be a child prodigy, as long as you're having fun and being happy, then what does that matter?

Date: 2009-03-10 01:45 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] http://users.livejournal.com/__marcelo/
(Sometimes I think that it might be too late for so many of the things I wanted to accomplish, even though I'm only thirty. To late to catch a trend, too late to be a child prodigy, too late for young love. Well, if that's the case--fuck it, I might as well just have fun, right?)

Thirty and very much feeling the same over here.

I feel lied to!!

Date: 2009-03-10 01:49 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] dives.livejournal.com
My favorite Firefly companion was Alan Tudyk.

Date: 2009-03-10 01:52 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] etod.livejournal.com
Boo. I have been dying to see Phillip Morris. :(

Date: 2009-03-10 02:03 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] diddakoi.livejournal.com
What do they mean Morena Baccarin is *now* an evil alien? She was the big bad in the final Stargate season.

Date: 2009-03-10 02:04 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] tristantrakand.livejournal.com
Cliche and all, but like this totally hot guy once told me: "It's never too late for anything."

Date: 2009-03-10 02:05 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] orca-girl.livejournal.com
Wow! First, am ecstatic about "Sita Sings theBlues"! Second: okay, the Shakespeare portrait kind of blows me away. That is an incredibly big deal... in those circles, I mean.

Date: 2009-03-10 02:06 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] smirkdoctor.livejournal.com
George Lucas must be stopped. Really, TV? Really?

Also, I'm going to have a nightmare about a kangaroo tonight, I'm pretty sure.

Date: 2009-03-10 02:08 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] foresthouse.livejournal.com
I know what you mean: I think everyone occasionally wonders about the "too late" kind of thing as they get older. But I try to remember that good things can happen at any time and sometimes when you're not expecting them. Like my sister winning that poetry contest recently. I mean, she's been writing for years, and it would have been great if it happened earlier; but maybe now was the right time for it to happen. Or my getting involved in the Discworld Convention - it's a great experience that I certainly never thought about before it happened. You know? Not that reminding myself of that helps all the time, but it does sometimes.

...

Replace Christian Bale as Batman? Chyah! Riiight.

Re: I feel lied to!!

Date: 2009-03-10 02:09 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] foresthouse.livejournal.com
What about Jayne?? ;)

Date: 2009-03-10 02:14 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] rhoda-rants.livejournal.com
Star Wars the TV series, huh? Uncle! UNCLE!

As for being 'too late' for things - didn't you write a book? I'm 25, and I'm aiming for that goal still. Seriously, I envy you.

Date: 2009-03-10 02:15 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] misachan.livejournal.com
Sometimes I think that it might be too late for so many of the things I wanted to accomplish, even though I'm only thirty.

I turn thirty this summer and I'm starting to feel that coming on, like "Dear God, where did that decade go?"

Before They Were ‘Watchmen’: The Characters That Inspired Nite Owl & Rorschach

I actually had a dream last night where Rorschach showed up the DCU (in a Nightwing comic, of all things) and found his way into the Batcave. While he was going through Batman's files he found out what happened to Ted Kord and got tremendously upset, even though he couldn't explain why.

I may have seen Watchmen too many times this weekend.:)

Date: 2009-03-10 02:16 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] viorica8957.livejournal.com
Is it just me, or does that Shakespeare portrait look more like Marlowe than Bill?

Date: 2009-03-10 02:16 am (UTC)
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From: [identity profile] corinnethewise.livejournal.com
I think almost everyone I know has been super stressed and depressed and low self-esteemy the last two weeks/week and a half. I'm blaming the winter that won't go away personally and treating it with excessive amounts of chocolate. I'm not sure it's really helping, but it's good for a moment at least.

I hope you feel better anyway. ::sends chocolate::

Date: 2009-03-10 02:23 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] reiko18.livejournal.com
I just inserted "nude" into "First Photo of Radcliffe on Deathly Hallows Set," and had to do a double take. And decided I had to tell you about it.

Date: 2009-03-10 02:29 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] worldforawhile.livejournal.com
Of all those things, the only one I truly am sad and feel less full for missing is young love. I always romanticized the idea of being young lovers (not love itself or being loved, but the idea of two foolish young people who'd giddily fallen for each other). And now I'm just too old, by definition, for that--I've lived too much. Some people have lived too much by the time they're 19 for young love--for me it was really right around 29. I feel like all the other things can happen (when I start to pass JKR's age after Sorcer's Stone was published, I may feel differently--feel free not to remind me of exactly how old she was, augh, great)--but the young love one I'm sorry I missed, and I feel like it would have enriched my life, even though it surely would have ended badly.

Date: 2009-03-10 02:39 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] cleolinda.livejournal.com
Yeah--there are a few experiences that, by definition, I feel I've missed out on. There are some things it'll just always be "too late" for.

Date: 2009-03-10 02:41 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] bumblebee-1983.livejournal.com
Perhaps your depression phase will fade when the weather gets better and you're able to get out and do something different.

At any rate, I hope it's nothing serious. ::hugs and e-chocolate::

And Fantastic Four being rebooted...ALREADY?!? Oy.

Date: 2009-03-10 02:41 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] kijikun.livejournal.com
He'd have some issues with the current Question being a woman as well.

Date: 2009-03-10 02:42 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] bumblebee-1983.livejournal.com
HAHA! Perhaps yeah.

Date: 2009-03-10 02:43 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] kijikun.livejournal.com
While I loved that Jessica Alba was fan of the books and was pushing for Franklin -- I think it might be for the best.

Date: 2009-03-10 02:44 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] bumblebee-1983.livejournal.com
This is true.

But I mean the movie(s) aren't even five years old. At least they should give it another five years where people can kind of forget about the current ones.

But then again, this is just a rumor. ::shrug::

Date: 2009-03-10 02:46 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] misachan.livejournal.com
He'd have a whole bucketful of issues with Renee.:)

Date: 2009-03-10 02:49 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] kijikun.livejournal.com
I want to see this now.

Date: 2009-03-10 02:49 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] dragonzair.livejournal.com
TFOTC video isn't working for me :< And it's depressing me because I keep reading comments of a Bowie-esque thing D: BAH.

LOL @ the Twitard

I would much prefer Russel Brand to Zac Efron. The latter's too baby-faced for the movie >.>

And I'd really like it if they released an image of Deadpool in costume. I already know how Reynolds looks XD I also wanna see him with a dorky face. Kinda like how I imagine Wade would look underneath the mask XD
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