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Lamictal, Day Four: 3000 words today (actual narrative/dialogue, rather than narrative sketchy), which is both good and surprising, because I was half expecting a decrease in productivity. I know that when I first went on Zoloft back in the spring of 1998, I spent the rest of the year feeling sort of pleasantly blasé. There was a point when I wondered if I'd ever write again--or if it would even bother me if I didn't. For someone who dreamed of being a writer ever since she was old enough to hold a crayon and have picture books read to her--who had first been published at the age of eight*--this was a fairly disturbing development. But as I got used to the medication, I started writing again and the sensation that I had a hand pressing down on me--in a mellow, easygoing way--faded. Since then, I've come to expect a certain period of side effects when starting a new medication. Of course, I'm still only on 25 mg of Lamictal, so it's kind of negligible at this point, I suppose.

This does mark the second day in a row that I've had a fairly bad headache, though.


* This gets an asterisk because I wrote up a strange little dream I had one night, and my teacher liked the "story" so much that she sent it to a student-teacher magazine called The Imaginary Club, where they accepted it... and proceeded to rewrite it entirely. The most egregious change, for example, was that when my protagonists finally managed to hail a cab with their cohort of talking animals (it involved an around-the-world-in-a-year bet between the animals and their owner. What? Stop looking at me like that), the editors changed the story so that the cab driver was shocked and surprised and astonished, etc. I was very indignant, because in the nonsensical dream world of this story, everyone recognized these talking animals, as if they were celebrities, and the cabdriver wouldn't have been shocked at all. As an adult, I mean, yes, I understand that there's no way the editors could have read my mind, and that if I didn't express this in the story, it wasn't their fault for thinking something entirely different would have happened. I fault them for changing it at all--I mean, why they would bother to publish young children in the first place, if they were so het up about logical consistency, I don't know. Anyway, they sort of rewrote the whole thing like that, and I didn't know until the teacher handed me the magazine one day, and she wanted me to read it aloud but there wasn't time and thank God for that, because after I read it on the way home from school, I spent the rest of the day sobbing uncontrollably because it wasn't my story.

Linky-link:

Two pictures of Suri Cruise from the upcoming issue of Vanity Fair. I'm tempted to format a poll as to whether that's a toupee, a hat, or a dead muppet on the kid's head.

ETA: The cover, in which Suri is a dead ringer for Roy Orbison.

We're through the looking glass with the Harlan Ellison thing now: I think, if I'm understanding this correctly, he's saying didn't do anything anyway, shouldn't have apologized in the first place, and in fact was getting back at Connie Willis for roasting him, which... those are two mutually exclusive explanations there, Mr. Ellison. Also, we seem to be immense stupidheads for discussing this at all. Apparently.

Another writer's take on the situation--interestingly, she maintains that it's not about Sexism, Capital S, in the Science-Fiction Culture; it's about one man who does things he knows he can get away with, and the people who indulge that.

More on The Bridge, including a discussion of how the filmmakers lied about what they intended to film (although Eric Steel does have a good point about not wanting people to know that cameras would be on the bridge to provide instant immortality).

Something I wanted to say about suicide, regarding survivor's guilt.

Awww: The Discovery Channel sets up the Crikey Fund.

Paris Hilton refused entry to club, weeps in arms of friend outside. With pictures, which is the fun part. Insert obligatory "Why can't a stingray get her?" comment here.



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Date: 2006-09-06 01:37 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] scornedsaint.livejournal.com
Suri's hair looks real in the first pic (I've seen babies with that much hair and it is frightening) but completely fake in the second one. It really does look like a toupee, actually. I swear there are two tiny hairlines on that kid.

Date: 2006-09-06 03:16 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] ilanka.livejournal.com
I think it's a toupe/wig. If you look at the smaller "cover" picture, you can see her natural hair color - a midling brown - showing along the left-hand (facing her) side of her head. I don't know if they're trying to make her look more like her parents, or they're just insane.

Date: 2006-09-06 01:37 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] fadagaski.livejournal.com
What's the bet that Suri Cruise will be one of the most gorgeous children born to A-Listers in the last 30 years. Sod's Law.

Date: 2006-09-06 01:54 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] hyperactivegirl.livejournal.com
I agree, actually. I looked at her and went, "HOLY CRAP IT LOKS JUST LIKE THEM!!"

She's cute though.

Date: 2006-09-06 03:04 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] xanath.livejournal.com
I have to admit, she's a doll. She's got her dad's eyes, and will probably have her mom's nose and mouth. I'll bet on her being a papparazzo's dream in 18 years.

--Kris

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Date: 2006-09-06 01:38 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] patchie04.livejournal.com
Is it just me, or is Baby Suri very Baby Zoolander with the Daddy Hair already in place at entirely too early an age? This child better have a Blue Steel pose.

Date: 2006-09-06 01:55 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] hyperactivegirl.livejournal.com
OMG!!!! My roommate looked at the picture and that is TOTALLY the first thing she said, too!!!

Date: 2006-09-06 01:47 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] particle-person.livejournal.com
Cleo, do you, or does anyone else around here, know what is up with the new LJ "tracking" feature? Suddenly every comment has a little thumbtack icon or, depending on which theme you use, a "track this" button. Pushing it does nothing visible. If I'm reading the thing correctly, it's supposed to send you emails and show up at the new Message Center (http://www.livejournal.com/tools/notifications.bml). However, it doesn't seem to work?

Date: 2006-09-06 01:49 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] particle-person.livejournal.com
Sorry, pushing "track this"/thumbtack takes you to a "Manage Message Settings" screen. Which then does nothing.

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Date: 2006-09-06 01:56 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] hyperactivegirl.livejournal.com
Okay. So. Here is what I have to say:

That baby is soooooo cute.

Although the thing that looks like a dead Muppet is Tom's coat. WTF?!!? Someone killed Snookums for that coat!!!!

Also, baby hair--real in pic one, totally strange and unnatural in pic two.

But she looks cute and happy.

Date: 2006-09-06 01:57 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] qualinesti.livejournal.com
Those pics of Suri remind me of the Baby Toupee skit on SNL. How awful.

Date: 2006-09-06 02:15 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] queenofattolia.livejournal.com
OMG, me too! I actually did a spit-take when I clicked on the link.

That said, it's obvious they mixed the correct DNA in the test tube: this kid looks like one of those morphed Katie-and-Tom = Suri jokes that Leno or Conan or whoever did. She actually looks like both of them. Who knew.

Date: 2006-09-06 02:00 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] sorchar.livejournal.com
I'll be damned, the baby looks like them. I figured they were holding out until the adoption went through.

Date: 2006-09-06 02:08 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] cleolinda.livejournal.com
I still think the baby's at least a couple months older than they're claiming.

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crikey

Date: 2006-09-06 02:02 am (UTC)

Date: 2006-09-06 02:13 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] sigma7.livejournal.com
Insert obligatory "Why can't a stingray get her?" comment here.

Because even stingrays have standards.

Date: 2006-09-06 02:16 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] queenofattolia.livejournal.com
Bwah. Although I feel guilty writing that. Poor Steve. Why is Paris alive but he's dead? etc. There's no justice in the world.

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Date: 2006-09-06 02:35 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] rhapsodeeinblue.livejournal.com
Suri is actually a beautiful baby.

Date: 2006-09-06 02:35 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] rebel-waltz.livejournal.com
that other dudes, y/n? (http://s2.supload.com/image.php?get=father-20060905200828.jpg)

Date: 2006-09-06 02:42 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] thea-scooter.livejournal.com
Suri's eyes freak me out. They're seriously robotic.

Date: 2006-09-06 03:30 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] amberkb.livejournal.com
Oh good. I wasn't the only one who thought that!

Date: 2006-09-06 03:18 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] leila82.livejournal.com
Am I the only person who thinks that Suri looks slightly Asian, and not so much like Tom/Katie? She's a cute kid, though, that's for sure, especially in that first picture.

Date: 2006-09-06 05:44 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] r-a-black.livejournal.com
Yep, she looks a little asian to me too.

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Date: 2006-09-06 03:18 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] keehnidea.livejournal.com
Stupid Paris... She should have been filming "Ocean's Deadliest"... Poor Steve... *sad cries*

Anywhoodle, did you see the Sarah Silverman thing at the VMA's? (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=btTVbTB4z3c) Hilariousness!

Date: 2006-09-06 03:43 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] keehnidea.livejournal.com
Oh, and I forgot. One reason why I absolutely love my school. It had it's flags at half mast today for Steve...

Date: 2006-09-06 03:26 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] thunderphoenix.livejournal.com
I also hear Ellison is suing the guys who make Star Trek books for using the Guardian of Forever. Which I don't think he has a case for, but oh well.

Date: 2006-09-06 04:03 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] katytowell.livejournal.com
Okay, my next cartoon will be The Little Heiress Who Wasn't Allowed Inside and Couldn't Be Consoled By Anyone (Even P. Diddy).

Suri Cruise is a little young for the Hair Club for Men, isn't she?

And, on the topic of bridge suicide, an Unrelated Google Search (the kind that leads you to look at other results and then others and others until you can't remember how you got to whatever you're looking at) once yielded a gruesome article on what happens to jumpers. It was so utterly horrifying and heartbreaking at once. I can't think of any excuse for suicide, but of all the ways to do it - that has to be one of the worst for everyone involved.

Date: 2006-09-06 05:38 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] particle-person.livejournal.com
Oh! Are you the childrin r skary author/illustrator? I love your stuff!

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Date: 2006-09-06 04:15 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] count-01.livejournal.com
Am I the only one here who wanted to suck that bouncer's c@ck, you know, not 'cause I'm gay or anything, but as a reward for having the common human decency to keep morons like that away from people trying to have a good time?

Date: 2006-09-06 04:38 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] edda.livejournal.com
I don't want to go that far myself, but I've got some Doublemint with your name on it afterwards.

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Date: 2006-09-06 04:47 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] wirrrn.livejournal.com
Hey,

Suri Cruise- any baby with that much hair on their head is automatically suspect. You can tell Tom's thinking about ruffling through it looking for the '666' birthmark...

Date: 2006-09-06 05:26 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] xanath.livejournal.com
Cue Katie waking up one dark night and finding Tom standing over the kid's crib.

"Tom?! What are you doing?"

"Shhhhhhhhh! I've got proof she's the Antichrist! Now call your father and tell him to lay off about the prenup, or else!"

--Kris

Date: 2006-09-06 05:50 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] r-a-black.livejournal.com
To be honest when I read that you brought what you wanted to say on suicide more to other's attentions I was completely taken off guard. It really shocked me and the effects aren't completely off yet. It's a good shock though, I'm extremely glad you did because I read everything everyone else said and I'm extremely, uh.. to put it lightly, moved. Especially now because of some events that happened this past week.

This is just a huge thanks, Cleo. To you and everyone else who had their say on the matter. You really can't know how much it means to me.

Date: 2006-09-06 08:36 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] mysticowl.livejournal.com
Move over Suri Cruise, real royalty has been born. Have you heard? The Japanese emperor's second son's wife just had a baby boy, so they've shelved discussions about rewriting the "who can inherit the throne" part of the law. Princess Masako must be pretty depressed right now.

Date: 2006-09-06 08:54 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] delurker.livejournal.com
Really? Damn.

Date: 2006-09-06 02:05 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] thatpalechick.livejournal.com
I think baby Suri is actually kinda cute, for a PUPPET. That's why she's in his jacket: so you can't see the hand moving her around.
Nice try, Tom.

Date: 2006-09-06 11:56 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] flameow.livejournal.com
Haha. Too bad it's an Asian baby puppet.

Date: 2006-09-06 02:20 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] yarha.livejournal.com
"Why can't a stingray get her?" comment here.

If there's one things you learn as you age, it's that there ain't no justice (TANJ).

Yarha, No Justice, Just Us
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