Oh, *now* I get to be an early bloomer?
Sep. 15th, 2007 09:13 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
God, I feel like punching someone in the face right now, for absolutely no reason at all. I can't think of anything it could be other than hormones (maybe?), and I don't even know that this is the right time for hormonal crazy.
Also--and this is not what really upset me or anything--I was getting ready to wash my hair that morning, and I was doing that vain, idle kind of thing you do when you sort of push your hair back and start looking at yourself (your hair, your skin, your nose, whatever) in the mirror, and--I was looking for it, wasn't I? I had to have known what I was looking for, or I wouldn't have seen it. Hadn't I even been wondering to myself last week when my first gray hair might show up? And I was still stunned when I found it--not even it, them, right there in plain sight at my right temple. Plain sight, at least, when I pulled my hair back off my face. But I kept having a hard time seeing them, depending on which way the light glinted on them--and I can't tell you how freaked out I was that I had them, multiple thems, not because I suddenly had Gray Hair but because it was like, how have they been here all this time without me noticing?!--so I pulled one out. Trust me, this was not an act of vanity, as there are still others to spare. No, I wanted to get one under the light and give it a good once-over. And you know what? It wasn't gray at all. It was snow white.
Dear Lord: I don't ask You for a lot of things. Normally I just say, "Please help me to understand this," or "Please give me the strength to deal with this," You know, nothing too specific. But this time I am going to ask You, since I'm obviously getting a bit older and it's time to make the best of these things, please, please, please, if I could have a long white streak like Rogue. Please? Please.

Also--and this is not what really upset me or anything--I was getting ready to wash my hair that morning, and I was doing that vain, idle kind of thing you do when you sort of push your hair back and start looking at yourself (your hair, your skin, your nose, whatever) in the mirror, and--I was looking for it, wasn't I? I had to have known what I was looking for, or I wouldn't have seen it. Hadn't I even been wondering to myself last week when my first gray hair might show up? And I was still stunned when I found it--not even it, them, right there in plain sight at my right temple. Plain sight, at least, when I pulled my hair back off my face. But I kept having a hard time seeing them, depending on which way the light glinted on them--and I can't tell you how freaked out I was that I had them, multiple thems, not because I suddenly had Gray Hair but because it was like, how have they been here all this time without me noticing?!--so I pulled one out. Trust me, this was not an act of vanity, as there are still others to spare. No, I wanted to get one under the light and give it a good once-over. And you know what? It wasn't gray at all. It was snow white.
Dear Lord: I don't ask You for a lot of things. Normally I just say, "Please help me to understand this," or "Please give me the strength to deal with this," You know, nothing too specific. But this time I am going to ask You, since I'm obviously getting a bit older and it's time to make the best of these things, please, please, please, if I could have a long white streak like Rogue. Please? Please.




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Date: 2007-09-16 03:18 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2007-09-16 03:36 am (UTC)And Cleo, I must add, the last part of your entry put a huge smile on my face =) 'cause Rogue is that awesome.
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Date: 2007-09-16 03:37 am (UTC)greysilver hair a few months ago, and I had the very same thought. I would kill for a Rogue stripe.no subject
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Date: 2007-09-16 03:40 am (UTC)now I have 1 at the very front and I'm holding out for Bellatrix.
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Date: 2007-09-16 03:43 am (UTC)...
Gee, thanks MOM!
I've been coloring my hair since then and taking it back to the color I had when I was 11.
It's a good excuse to give color a whirl if you've ever been tempted.
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Date: 2007-09-16 03:45 am (UTC)Hubby started going white when he was 15. I started at 39 :D
Me, I have no wrinkles and comparatively few grey hairs for my age, but I'm chunky. I'll be the round little old lady with great skin.
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Date: 2007-09-16 03:45 am (UTC)(Is your hair light or dark? I've heard that lighter-haired people, in particular redheads, are more likely to get white hairs rather than grey.)
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Date: 2007-09-16 03:47 am (UTC)Of course, you could always go Georgia Nicholson and dye a long, white streak in your hair with peroxide. Just make sure you don't try to coolly flip your hair back.
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Date: 2007-09-16 03:51 am (UTC)I got my first snow-white hair at age 20. But so far, no streak. DAMMIT.
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Date: 2007-09-16 07:29 am (UTC)This comment disturbs me.
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Date: 2007-09-16 04:10 am (UTC)I don't really care, though, vanity wise. Both of my parents went gray rather early (well, we assume my mom went gray rather early. Her natural hair color hasn't been seen since the 80s) so it's not unexpected.
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Date: 2007-09-16 04:13 am (UTC)I've grown to kind of like them. They're SASSY.
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Date: 2007-09-16 04:17 am (UTC)And your prayer for a Rogue streak is fantastic XD
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Date: 2007-09-16 04:18 am (UTC)grey hair
Date: 2007-09-16 04:36 am (UTC)Just now? HA!
Date: 2007-09-16 04:40 am (UTC)You'll get used to them. I promise.
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Date: 2007-09-16 04:42 am (UTC)Grey hair is hott. Wait until you also need reading glasses so you can peer inquiringly and knowingly over them, like a sexy librarian. I am telling you, this is good.
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