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cleolindaWe sat down tonight and actually had dinner around the kitchen table like a family, in honor of Sister Girl's boyfriend Mr. Kyle being on furlough, or whatever it is he's on. I hate family dinners. There's never anything to talk about, and after my mother complained that all I talk about is movies, I've been left with nothing to talk about. And that's what makes me angry--you know, maybe I talk only about movies because there's nothing else to talk about. As it is, we sit around and they talk about the military. Or George does, rather. And when Kyle's here, George and Kyle talk about the military, and the awesome food in the military, and the stupid berets in the military, and the annoying bureaucracy in the military. And Mom and Sister Girl nod and interject like nice little army wives. I mean, maybe I'm tired of hearing about the military, and ... it isn't advisable to talk about war over here.
Politics? Please--war entirely aside, because even the army guys in the family are against the war--I'm a liberal. It was a long hard fight before my parents finally got disillusioned with Bush.
Current events? Generally too gruesome. Also, if it involves any sort of foreign country at all ("The Socialists in Spain won the election"), political leanings come back into play ("Damn commies"). Let's not even mention the spectre of gay marriage.
Music? Oh, not even. George was in the army band until recently, and now plays the random gig here and there. I'm upstairs listening to--well, this past week "Tori Amos" and "Siouxsie and the Banshees" have cropped up a lot. I have hideous taste in music and haven't listened to the radio in a few years now. My parents do watch American Idol. That's good for 5-15 minutes of conversation sometimes. Sometimes.
Books? George is reading two books currently: one about Iwo Jima, and another called "Flyboys."
TV? My parents really enjoy watching the History Channel and whatever that mail call show with R. Lee Ermey is. Oh, and JAG. Is JAG still on?
School? Which part do you want me to talk about, the "Literature of Antebellum Reform" part or the "I don't know when I'll finish my degree" part?
But movies: everyone likes movies. Mom's cousin works in the industry. There are war movies. New movies come out all the time. We see movies all the time. It's pretty easy to keep politics out of movies (although it's just as easy to squeeze them back in, I admit). But no, I'm "obsessed with movies," not "desperately searching for a common ground that won't start an argument." And so now I don't talk at all.
And then my mother comes up later and asks, "Why were you so quiet at dinner? It kinda looked... antisocial."
STAB STAB STAB!
I wish Vladimir were here. I would have someone to talk to at dinner--more than that, someone who could say, "Look, GI Joe, I fought in a goddamn war, so stuff it."
Maybe that's my Rescue Me, I'm a Princess complex talking. As in, I was never a Daddy's girl, I was always "Sport," and I always wanted to be a princess. (As in, before my alias was "Cleolinda Jones," it was "Princess Cleolinda.") Except that now that I'm older, I don't think I'd enjoy being a princess much. I have a feeling I'd rather be a queen. I'd rather have my court around me like, "SHHHH! Do not speak of the army, IT VEXES THE QUEEN. LOOK WHAT YOU'VE DONE, THE QUEEN IS VEXED!"
Yes. I would like to be a queen. Maybe a pirate queen. Arrr.
Politics? Please--war entirely aside, because even the army guys in the family are against the war--I'm a liberal. It was a long hard fight before my parents finally got disillusioned with Bush.
Current events? Generally too gruesome. Also, if it involves any sort of foreign country at all ("The Socialists in Spain won the election"), political leanings come back into play ("Damn commies"). Let's not even mention the spectre of gay marriage.
Music? Oh, not even. George was in the army band until recently, and now plays the random gig here and there. I'm upstairs listening to--well, this past week "Tori Amos" and "Siouxsie and the Banshees" have cropped up a lot. I have hideous taste in music and haven't listened to the radio in a few years now. My parents do watch American Idol. That's good for 5-15 minutes of conversation sometimes. Sometimes.
Books? George is reading two books currently: one about Iwo Jima, and another called "Flyboys."
TV? My parents really enjoy watching the History Channel and whatever that mail call show with R. Lee Ermey is. Oh, and JAG. Is JAG still on?
School? Which part do you want me to talk about, the "Literature of Antebellum Reform" part or the "I don't know when I'll finish my degree" part?
But movies: everyone likes movies. Mom's cousin works in the industry. There are war movies. New movies come out all the time. We see movies all the time. It's pretty easy to keep politics out of movies (although it's just as easy to squeeze them back in, I admit). But no, I'm "obsessed with movies," not "desperately searching for a common ground that won't start an argument." And so now I don't talk at all.
And then my mother comes up later and asks, "Why were you so quiet at dinner? It kinda looked... antisocial."
STAB STAB STAB!
I wish Vladimir were here. I would have someone to talk to at dinner--more than that, someone who could say, "Look, GI Joe, I fought in a goddamn war, so stuff it."
Maybe that's my Rescue Me, I'm a Princess complex talking. As in, I was never a Daddy's girl, I was always "Sport," and I always wanted to be a princess. (As in, before my alias was "Cleolinda Jones," it was "Princess Cleolinda.") Except that now that I'm older, I don't think I'd enjoy being a princess much. I have a feeling I'd rather be a queen. I'd rather have my court around me like, "SHHHH! Do not speak of the army, IT VEXES THE QUEEN. LOOK WHAT YOU'VE DONE, THE QUEEN IS VEXED!"
Yes. I would like to be a queen. Maybe a pirate queen. Arrr.
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Date: 2004-03-14 06:43 pm (UTC)Yes. I would like to be a queen. Maybe a pirate queen. Arrr.
Hee! Dude, make plans now while I'm plotting to be tyrant queen of the world to choose which country you want when I hand them out to people I like. Oh, and I'm keeping a few warm spots so my harem boys (Sean Bean, Maynard, etc.) don't get cold.
That reminds me too much of my ex, who would start political arguments just to piss me off (he enjoyed arguing with me). The sad thing is that he never had valid facts to back up his statements so I would generally win and he'd just ignore that and continue ranting. He still refuses to believe Jesus was Jewish and doesn't get why I wouldn't join the army ever. He says it's because I'm a hippie and he plans to bomb all the hippies. I think he's going to snap in the military.
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Date: 2004-03-14 08:42 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2004-03-14 11:18 pm (UTC)We have a lot of those. They'd be worse, if I weren't so utterly lackadaisical about politics.
And I wanted to be a warrior princess, and succeeded in being an antisocial serf. Life, she is not always kind.
The Awesome Food in the Military
Date: 2004-03-15 01:31 am (UTC)But it's always like that, everywhere. People who have the least to say usually bogart the conversation. Nothing can be done about it, except pack up and leave. Into the wild, preferably...
(Still lacking a personal LJ account, and didn't want to post this as Neven...)
Vladimir
Re: The Awesome Food in the Military
Date: 2004-03-15 07:59 am (UTC)I mean, MREs are still shit on a stick, I'm not saying those are great.
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Date: 2004-03-15 05:15 am (UTC)"I'm sorry, Empress Khan, but Emperor Khan has just stepped out to try and pillage Russia, and he's asked you to entertain his step-mother and his fourteen brothers while he's gone. He says not to use the good china cups."
"I'm sorry, Empress Commodus, but the Emperor is off seducing his first cousins and won't be able to make it for dinner."
"I'm sorry, Empress the Great, but Alex has gone out for his usual bout of naked oil wrestling with the guys- why do you ask?"
But I could see how being a pirate queen would have its advantages. Reminds me of what pirate Anne Bonney said to her lover right before he was hanged: "If you'd have fought like a man, you wouldn't have to die like a dog." Hee.
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Date: 2004-03-15 08:01 am (UTC)Remind me to tell the story of the time I was forced to write my sister's pirate paper and was given a lesbian romance novel as a source.
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Date: 2004-03-15 06:44 am (UTC)sehr toll intro
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