cleolinda: (galadriel mist)
[personal profile] cleolinda
Ugh. Sort of pointlessly tired today. Dragging my feet on Matrix--it only lacks two or three really key scenes before it's complete, so of course I'm stumped. I feel like--do you ever feel like you'd just like to slough off an entire metaphysical layer of skin and shed it like a snake? I just feel heavy and dingy and dim. And of course you can say, "Oh, well, you're sick" or "Well, that's holiday food for you," but... that doesn't really fix the problem. I feel like I need to take myself to an existential tailor.

Date: 2005-01-01 07:01 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] futureperfect.livejournal.com
have you thought to maybe have a long bath or shower? i've found that even just feeling clean is good for revitalising. if i was having trouble with some of the work i was doing for uni i'd go and have a shower and, truly, i'd write more and better after. it's the same with any stories i'm writing. if i go and have a shower, i'm a lot more creative.

Date: 2005-01-01 07:06 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] cleolinda.livejournal.com
Could be. Actually, I got myself some kind of St. Ives "Aroma Steam" something or other--basically, citrus body wash. Maybe that'll help.

It's also highly likely that it's a hormonal thing, not to mention all the cold medicine I'm on. ; )

Date: 2005-01-01 07:06 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] cheapblackpens.livejournal.com
Whenever you get stumped, just think of how stumped Keanu must have been making this movie.

Sorry. I couldn't help but make a Keanu joke there.

I feel like I need to take myself to an existential tailor.
Just make sure he doesn't accidentally put you in Gregor's bug suit. The Internet doesn't want a LiveJournal version of The Metamorphosis lurking.

Date: 2005-01-01 07:12 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] noblerot.livejournal.com
I feel like I need to take myself to an existential tailor.

Welcome to my life!

Date: 2005-01-01 07:17 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] ambiguousreason.livejournal.com
Meh, yeah, usually this time of year I get really blah. Things just feel weird, so I know what you mean.

Good luck with the Matrix, too.

Date: 2005-01-01 09:00 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] pixiellie.livejournal.com
I love your icon.
Love.
:)

Date: 2005-01-01 07:29 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] moviechick14.livejournal.com
I feel like--do you ever feel like you'd just like to slough off an entire metaphysical layer of skin and shed it like a snake?
I know what you mean. Seriously. It gets...old, y'know? Sometimes I ask myself, "Ok, can we move on, please?"

I'm sorry you feel like that now. As far as the Matrix---I'm sure you'll be able to handle it. Creativity, for me, comes at the oddest time.

*hugs* Good luck!

Date: 2005-01-01 07:39 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] allthelivesofme.livejournal.com
Ugh, I know what you mean. And I agree with above suggestions . . . usually if I start feeling overwhelmed by stuff or in a rut or just *blah*, I find that if I take a day-- or even just a part of one-- to do some pampering, or renew a goofy tradition from high school, it helps a lot. Good luck!!

Date: 2005-01-01 07:53 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] sapphsmum.livejournal.com
Right after the holidays I think everyone feels this way. Add to that the race, (writing the book) and getting close to the finish line. Most the time that's when runners get the most tired. Maybe some calgon to "take you away" will help in a hot steamy bath to rejunivate you as previously suggested.
Plan something fun and enjoyable also to look forward to when you finish the book that might help you in the home stretch.
Good luck as you pull onto the finish line!
We're all praying and pulling for you!
Hope you feel the support!
Christina

Date: 2005-01-01 08:30 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] vivian-shaw.livejournal.com
I find that drinking heavily and taking a bubble bath often helps.

Date: 2005-01-01 08:45 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] karl-moebius.livejournal.com
An Irish Car Bomb, a piping hot soak, and a mindless movie/anime (for mental popcorn); I'll second that.

Date: 2005-01-01 08:57 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] vivian-shaw.livejournal.com
Gotta love the Car Bombs.

Date: 2005-01-01 10:52 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] karl-moebius.livejournal.com
you could even say that it is... the bomb!

:)

Must fix Cleo!

Date: 2005-01-01 09:09 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] all-ephemera.livejournal.com
what I have found to be fantastic for the dinginess & blah-ness you're describing is Gloomaway from Origins: http://www.origins.com/templates/products/sp_nonshaded.tmpl?CATEGORY_ID=CATEGORY6705&PRODUCT_ID=PROD323

It's seriously the best-smelling, wke-you-up, feel-alive-again stuff EVAR.

If you like, I'll send you some. :)

Re: Must fix Cleo!

Date: 2005-01-02 12:55 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] evilstorm.livejournal.com
CHOOCHOOBEAR!

Murrrrfle.

And of course, hugs to Cleo. Go to something wacky, that usually helps.

Re: Must fix Cleo!

Date: 2005-01-02 09:24 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] shanisasha.livejournal.com
I want me a Choochoobear *nods*

Re: Must fix Cleo!

Date: 2005-01-02 03:07 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] cleolinda.livejournal.com
Ooo, I'll have to go get some of that.

Date: 2005-01-01 09:45 pm (UTC)
elbales: (Da Vinci)
From: [personal profile] elbales
I wish you a better day tomorrow, Cleo.

Date: 2005-01-01 10:14 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] edda.livejournal.com
Well, you know, the holidays are over and we're staring a brand new year in the face and after all we're still our old selves as usual, and building a new self via resolutions seems daunting and joyless and unrewarding.

I personally feel like I've been coasting on my last spurt of emotional/spiritual maturity for a long time, and I'm about due to evolve some more, in some kind of major(ish) way, but I'm not sure how or when. And frankly I feel like The Lesson I Need To Learn is screamingly obvious to everyone but me. My karma is sometimes a letter delivered by angels but usually it's a ten-foot streamer of toilet paper trailing from my pants when I walk out of the ladies' room that I never, ever see in time to avoid public humiliation.

So yeah, I know what you mean.

Date: 2005-01-02 06:18 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] cleolinda.livejournal.com
Well, you know, the holidays are over and we're staring a brand new year in the face and after all we're still our old selves as usual, and building a new self via resolutions seems daunting and joyless and unrewarding.

Ain't that the truth. I think that's one of the major things we overlook when we get our whole Brand New Me thing going.

yeah it's the idiot again

Date: 2005-01-01 11:00 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] jessjica.livejournal.com
alright, I have another potentially idiotic question. Whilst I was browsing through the Heroine Addict icons I noticed that you asked those who wish to take them to please not "hotlink" or "direct link" them. Well seeing as how I don't know what either of those things are and I really don't want to do them and piss you off, I decided to look like a moron and ask. So basically that's what I'm doing. yeah.... What exactly is "hotlinking" and "direct linking" if you please?

I'm really not an idiot, I swear I just don't understand.... english.... *looks around sheepishly*

Thanks
Jess

Re: yeah it's the idiot again

Date: 2005-01-02 04:54 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] judas-river.livejournal.com
It's alright, we all have to learn this stuff sometime :)

Hotlinking and direct linking mean posting the picture somewhere else using the copy on her server. If you want to post them, you need to download them to your hard drive and re-upload them to your own server.

Everytime a picture is accessed (i.e. it's loaded in a web page), it uses up a little bandwidth. So, everytime you go to the "heroine addict" page on her site and the icons load, it's taking some of her bandwidth. Now, this isn't a problem (after all, her site is designed to host and let people access whatever she puts on it, including those pictures). However, if you post some of the icons in your journal and hotlink to her copies, then whenever people access your journal the icons load and use up some more of her bandwidth. Because a lot of servers have bandwidth limits, if many people do this she'll go over her limit and have to take the pictures down. So, the best thing to do if you want to post them is simply upload them to your own server. There are plenty of free image hosting sites, including Photobucket (http://www.photobucket.com/) and ImageShack (http://imageshack.us/).

Um, I hope that was helpful. Feel free to ask if you have any more questions, I like explaining things :)

Re: yeah it's the idiot again

Date: 2005-01-02 01:45 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] jessjica.livejournal.com
and you can upload them or whatever by saving them to your computer in my pictures right?

Re: yeah it's the idiot again

Date: 2005-01-02 01:49 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] judas-river.livejournal.com
It doesn't matter where you saved them on your hard drive, as long as you don't forget where you put them :) It just makes it easier to find them if you save them in My Pictures.

Re: yeah it's the idiot again

Date: 2005-01-02 02:10 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] jessjica.livejournal.com
okay thanks!

Date: 2005-01-02 12:24 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] foresthouse.livejournal.com
Oh, me! That is exactly how I felt today. I didn't get a damn thing done, either, except retrieving my chinchillas from their Temporary Vacation Home. I find a lot of my problem has to do with not exercising enough. Tomorrow (today?) I shall start my Serious Exercise Regime - but I think even a nice walk in the outdoors with just you and your thoughts or some music might help. Also too much time at the computer really makes me feel mucky sometimes. :)

Date: 2005-01-02 01:21 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] illmantrim.livejournal.com
I hope you find your way through it and focus on the project.. I know you can.

Date: 2005-01-02 04:38 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] judas-river.livejournal.com
I feel like I need to take myself to an existential tailor.

Mind if I come along too? ;D

Date: 2005-01-02 07:53 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] youarepeterpan.livejournal.com
i'd like to see more of you. friends?

Date: 2005-01-02 09:04 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] xuntamedx.livejournal.com
I feel like--do you ever feel like you'd just like to slough off an entire metaphysical layer of skin and shed it like a snake? I just feel heavy and dingy and dim.

I feel like that all the time.. but I find that a nice cup of hot cocoa (or hot apple cider - both work) while doing a bit of stream-of-conciousness, soul searching writing helps greatly. :)
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